  ok so yea this is how its been .  alright .  but been better i dunno it hurts when i breathe lol im not havein that one bit but then of course i duno ive been in a god mood when the weather had been good and me and aija made plans this summer and we are gonna be so hot .  its really nice out and im hoping the plans aija and i made with chad and zach go through this weekend cuz she hasnt been able to get ahold of chad and we ahvent seen him really in the hall .
 but that will change .  aija said she was gonna stalk him and pin him down and ask him if he still wants to chill .  i really hope he still wants to cuz it would be fun .  i think i hope i dunno this weekend doesnt have the same vibes as last weekend i dont think itll work but whatever .  im hurty and im in related which is cool .  but the bad thing is i have to right a ballad and that consists of 10 -
 12 stanzas on a book about vietnam .  im excited :  /  but yea not much happening really nothing exciteing at least but im hanging out wiht kris tonight to watch degrassi .  helllsss yea .  i dont have to go to nanas which is good tooo yea i wish this pain would go away .  three days its been doin this and i got dizy yesterday and thought iwas gonna pass out .  feerr serious ok now im out ttyl love ya bye 
