  DISTRAUGHTNESS YEA .  whatever.  its jsut that aija cant come babysitting with me because shes sick .  teh watever.  i duno what the hell my problem is lately its just gonan suck without her .  i duno i talked to alex last night i never really got to discuss that letter he wrote me .
 cuz i guess he had to eat or watever .  i dunno what im gonna do everyone is fucking sick its fucking rididculous .  i have a feeling that something bad is gonna happen at the show .  and its gonna suck more than this week has .  i hate this i wish ihad adam .  that statement makes me wanna cry .  everything makes me wanna cry .  what the fuck .  o well ttyl love ya 
