  sigh .  i could cry im so happy .  i really like ryan alot .  hes so cute and sweet and nice .  and well i dunno hes just so awesome .  love and love and happy afternoons watching tv from your room while your laying in my arms .
 lol yea the early november .  all we everneeded .  o man i had like so much fun in charlton lol .  i got muddy and shit but watever i got to see my baby .  so awesome .  and i got to see his pillow which is extra nice .
 o yea and i hung out with dube and aija and uhh .  that douche or watever .  but anyways ryan introduced me to his parents as aija lol yea thats a good one .  he was thinking about aija i see how it is .  im totally hopeing he likes me as much as i like him .  yea but seriously i dont want anything to ruin this mood .
i so wish i coulda stayed with him but aijas dad came all early and stuff .  so sad .  but umm yea .  i like ryan alot .  like this >  >
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 >  >  much lol yea ok im gonna stop before too many people get jealous of my awesome new bf .  im outttie peace mother fuckaassss love ya 
