  woiuld someone please tell what diease i have that makes guys break up with me so quickly? im so tired of being used and treated like im a door mat that gives free sex.
and theres probhably someone saying thats all i am but because of my history im cynical and uncaring when it comes to sex it doesnt mean as much to me as it obviously means to all of you. i'v had my heart broken too many times and i just cant continue to have it ripped up into little pieces in front of me. oh if you hadn't relised i got dumped last night at 11:30 over the phone. we spend too much time together and im not layed back enough but im still and beautiful, smart, funny girl and shouln't have any trouble finding a new bf someone to love me. what absolute bullshit all i want is for someone to love me or i even to settle for someone to like me lots and lots but no one does.
i cant handle another rejection. but anyways looks like im avalible for free sex again hey, funny thing is im less broken up bout this than i was with the thing with bena dn this lasted like 4 times as long(7 weeks to the day) scary huh but anyways i have a shit load of homework to do as usual so im going to try and do it have a good day all 
