  Aly is the best! She left me a message and when I got home it just kinda made me feel a bit better. But yeah when I do get emotional (frustrated, angry, or what else) I do tend to say some dumb things. I did kinda feel left out of the loop and I really do love you all who take the time to read this.
Well at some point this evening I decided that I absolutely had to get out of the house simply because I felt like I was going to suffocate. So I walked 40 minutes to go to Starbucks. Not really my first choice but there was at least people there that I knew and cause I can't drive my choices are very limited. I just wanted to see people and talk to another human being. Well when I was there I was able to pick up my tips so now I have an extra 25 bucks in my wallet which is cool.
And I also got my markout which is pretty cool; I got Decaf Tazo Chai. I really should cut down on the caffeine I've been having, although working at a coffee shop doesn't really help much. But caffeine is bad for you in the usual sense that it actually does make you pee more and it speeds up your heart rate. But it just adds to a stressful situation and I don't really need that. Although it's not like taking caffeine out of my life will really make things all that much better, but it is at least something else I shouldn't have to worry about.
Well I have some good tea and some money in my wallet. What else could a person ask for? Oh that's right a freakin life. I'm feeling a bit better than I did before, mainly cause I got out and got some good fresh air. Walking for 40 minutes did help clear my mind a bit. But oh well, there is always tomorrow I guess. 
