  Dear gawd. make the pain stop.  I cannot digest anymore gummie bears,  or I'll burst.  Bet you thought I was going to say something pretentious and whiney eh?  Christ I'm bored.
 I'm so bored that I need a new hobby.  Counting the amount of hairs each of my cats lose a week does not thrill and excite me as it should.  Go figure?  It's time to do some remodeling to this place.  I signed a lease one year ago this week.  And the only thing that has accumulated is dust.
 Oh,  and dead air.  I need to locate my chequebook :  In honor of my commitment to one year in one place,  I'm going to give. a little song from Dido to you :
 I haven't ever really found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it I apologize that once again I'm not in love But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking It's just a thought,  only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea To travel the world alone and live more simply I have no idea what's happened to that dream As there's really nothing left here to stop me It's just a thought,  only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try Well how can I say I'm alive If my life is for rent…
