  School tomorrow. Nine days left, just nine. Forever everyone out of the loop with me. That would be everyone. I've been so stressed these past several...twelve....weeks or so that I've just been standing on the edge. It has really gotten to me. I always feel like I'm about to burst out in tears, and that anything little thing could set off the hair pull trigger on it. That's why I've been so introverted, so isolated, so dejected, so irritable, so not me. I haven't had anything to look forward to in such a long time now. Everday it's been, get up, go to school, come home. do homework, sleep for what little hours I get, and go back to school. Then on the weekends, I just spend time alone. I haven't had time or the energy to put into any relationships.
I've been living in a shell. Well, I guess I still can't finish what I need to say. I just ran out of words. I don't know if it can be said. Can you say wrecked? I love you, even if you're not around, and even if I'm not around to love you. 
