  Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la laaa! Its almost christmas! im so excited!
todays been a pretty good day. School is fun because of "Christmas spirit week' and overall everyone is just alot happier! Last night i went to the Christmas variety show at school cuz my rachel baby was singin Have yourself a merry little christmas. she did soo good! i was almost in tears cuz im so proud of her. shes so talented and im so glad she realizes she has talent.
Aside from bein an PHENOMINAL belly dancer (lol), she has an awesome voice. thats why she is going to sing at my wedding! i love her. after the show me, rach, and britt went to DQ and i got hot fudge and caramel all over my nice khaki pants and it looked like i shat myself! we saw kyle mccollum and megan there. and then rachel called narcis and nick and we talked for awhile.
then i went home and got online and talked to some people (heehee). Today in spanish mr mann said he was feelin lazy so i offered to teach the class and he let me! lol we just went over our workbook assignment though. and i got participation points! wooo. and in adult living we went to Jefferson cuz once a month our class goes over to help teach the L.D.
kindergarten classes. and my little buddy is Lisa Ford, shes sooo sweet! every time we go over there she more and more excited. she used to be really shy but we've been over there like 3 or 4 times already and shes really talkative and sweet. she always holds my hand and sits in my lap. I definitely want to be a teacher. its so awesome! and yes britt, im aware they make "$15,000" a year, and compared to a pediatrist "$150,000" its nothin, but at least ill be happy!
I just think teaching is such an awesome career though. i love kids. Today rachel told me i'd be a really good teacher.....that made me really happy and i felt good about myself. In P.e. we had these people come in and talk about dating violence and sexual assault and stuff...today we had this lady talk about dating violence, she had spoken in my Adult living class before so i knew her..and Luke was being obnoxious. i used to like him, as a friend, but now hes so annoying and stupid. i guess hes always been like that but ive never notices. hes ok. i have so much to talk about but i dont know what i should talk about. Narcis said they are coming down january 1 and 2...that seems kinda odd considering its new years..stephen isnt too keen on the idea of them coming down.
he wants to protect rachel and stuff, and i can understand that, but he wasnt in chicago to protect her and she did just fine...and this time we'll be in our own element and we'll know where everything is and who alot of people are. Mike says he doesnt want to meet them, but i kinda want him to so i can show them "Hey look, i really do have a boyfriend and he'll kick your butt if u touch me!
" i think mike doesnt wanna meet them cuz he thinks he'll feel out of place, which is cool and all. i just want him to meet them, they dont have to be like best friends. and surprisingly he's cool with me hangin out with him, well hes not like "hey yea go out and party with them, do whatever u want" but he said if i want to hang out with them i can go ahead.
i like having that kind of freedom to do what i want. i'll feel bad leaving him for narcis and nick, well not actually LEAVING like BREAKIN UP, but leavin to go hang out with other guys. hes more than welcome to come, i want him to, but its his choice. if I were him i would want to meet them and be there all the time! lol..i trust him but i would wanna know what they were doin, ya know? i prolly sound like an evil-controlling-jealous girlfriend, but thats how i feel...! 
