  Hola amigos! Que pasa? Amo Espanol! its been a long time since ive added anything so im just gonna talk about whats going on in my life NOW, and not what has happened since ive last updated...I love mr mann! like agnes said "If i was a little older, i would want to marry him. " hes such a nice guy and hes really smart too.. he's really mean to me but he really does like me, hes told me! lol. its really weird cuz i talk to him about anything and everything and i dont feel weird that hes a teacher. whoever he marries will be very lucky! its not like im in LOVE with him but hes just a really great guy.
i talk as if i have a thing for him or somethin, but trust me, i dont! haaha! Im kinda fed up with brittany right now. all she ever does is talk about nick and narcis when im trying to forget i ever met those children! well not so much narcis, but i cant think about narcis without thinkin about nick, so im goin to TRY to stop all together. brad asked britt to go to a movie w/ him something, i think with like kyle and megan too. britt said she'd go but in algebra shes like WHAT should i ever DO? its like Oh please, get over yourself! ya know? maybe he doesnt LIKE you....and she wants to tell him that she wants to "just be friends".....she thinks shes too good for him..she needs someone like nick or narcis or even elvis !!!
Nick feeds her soo much crap about ME and she eats it all up and it feels like she'd rather be friends with them than me and rach. ahh rachel.....such a pretty name!
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i love rachel. im so glad shes my best friend! shes so great. shes always willin to listen and help me. shes a really great person, just like Jay Mann! haha.... *she bangs, she bangs!
* ya know who else i love? my boyfriend, Michael Keith Pippin....i was thinkin about anna today..strange, huh? and i was remeberin how shitty she would make me feel for going out with mike. she told me I didnt love him...what kind of friend says that to her best friend? obviously not a very good one. i havent talked to anna since last year. Lord only know what kind of stuff she tells everyone about me, about how i picked my boyfriend over my "best friend"..but really she forced me to pick him. she just overwhelmed me with all of her problems that i had no time for my life anymore. mike was the only one who would listen to my problems and help me before himself!ive talked to jessi about anna and anna does the exact same thing she did to me to jessi now..i feel bad cuz she drives away her best friends and i hope she can really hang on to one someday cuz she'll need them.
if she ever reads this she'll prolly threaten to beat me up, but u know what? i dont care! im such a better person now and im totally happy with my life. i hope someday she'll be happy too. i sound really bitter, and i guess i am in a way. it just sucks that i let her pull me down with her.
i could never be happy because if i was i would only make her more upset. back to mike...i really love him! we've been together for 2 years and 4 months and we've never broken up or have taken a break. thats quite an accomplishment these days! i think we are finally at the point in our relationship when both of us are sure we want to be together as long as possible. he's always willing to put my needs and wants first. the best times we have together are when we are layin around, watchin tv, and just hangin out talkin and stuff. hes so sweet and im so in love! 
