  yesterday was different..it ended better then it went. i talked to brighton during C period...she was sad, i as i guessed..spanish was boring, but sam told me that he wasnt mad i threw a pen at his head. lol i accidentily used something i shouldnt learn until for a year. at least no one heard after school yanna asked me if i would go to ring dance with her friend, and sheba asked me to ask kimberly then lindsey. kimberly probably still doesnt like me, so no. lindsey- i shouldnt go just cause sheba wants me to make her feel good(its $70!! ) and i asked yanna to bring a picture of her friend. lol... i wore like semi-cultural today. but when i went to the breezeway for a second, everyone looked at me like i was a freak, so ill keep my jacket on longer.
im taking an american passeporte picture with a shirt that says 'iran' on it. lol.... oh yeah, im in tech double block first period, but we have a break... last night i really wanted to hug brighton. i dont know why, except for the fact that i was depressed and wished it could be all better. its odd, ive never hugged her. oh well life sucks i finished my book yesterday. its always terribly depressing, even tho ive read it a few times before. nuha ends it with such sadness that it makes me depressed. oh well... then i listened to 'numb' by linkin park right before i slept, and i slept well. havent talked to aisha since saturday or sunday. gtg much love peace ~alex 
