  well, not much new to post as of yet. met the new boyfriend and he seems like a REAL super dude!!! (sarcasim) I got told I suck at school a lot this week and for some reason or another had an overwelming feeling of just wanting to be alone.
So i was. I dont mind being alone especially when im mad or whatever and Ive been spending too much time with ppl who are just to damn excited for me. Im not that excited all the damn time. So, yeah. Im kinda over this whole OUT competition I just want it to be over with. Sooooo many ppl are talking sooooo much about it and making suuuuch and big deal over it when really, nobody will care the next day.
ITs a little pussy stupid contest that is blown WAY out of proportion. Maybe im just nevous about it cause i wanna do really well in it and maybe win again but the odds of that happening is slim to none. Idk, we'll see what happens. Seriously tho, if C.J. wins i will cry. just because he doesnt deserve to win.
thats all. IT has nothing to do with how much hes an ass and how much I hate him, no nothing to do with any of those reasons at all. (more sarcasim) anyway im bout to go eat with the family and take my dearest daddy to the airport then im calling whats her head to see if she can hang out. so ill see ya when i see ya. P.S. i wish i new how to spell "sarcasim" 
