  today started off good...i went to baton and since i wasnt there last week i actually had something to learn and catch up on. it was pretty good. then i came home talked to kate on the telly and watched the movie "Underworld" and it was pretty good. and then i took a nap and worried about goin to work and getting fired but i went to work and didnt get fired but made much less money then i normally do and really wana quit. i try to think rationally and say that i only have a few more weeks left and that i get to read and be away from my house but i think i would rather be home than there like in my room with the door closed or something. i cant stand working there bc it makes me more depressed and i cant help it. i need a job where im actually doin something cuz i have a short attention span most of the time and get bored and there is no where for me to go in that really small closet. but neway im sooo hungry but when i came home and looked at my food i wanted to throw up so i ate some tomatoes cuz thats all that looked appatizing or however u spell it. hopefully church and/or yg will cheer me up tomora and in the afternoon my mom is supposedly letting me drive on the parkway for the first time so all ::b e w a r e::...that should be interesting and im sure it will end up wit me and my mom fighting. it really feels like valentines day was yesterday but it wasnt, not that that has nething to do wit nethin.
i really cant wait until marcie gets home tomora and i hope she calls me when she lands cuz by the time she gets home her parents probably wont let her make phone calls and she will call joe when they sleep but hopefully she'll call me...that reminds me i get to open another letter. she wrote me letters for everyday she was away cuz she did it for joe so i made her do it for me and even though they are so silly, im glad she did them.
let's see ill open it now...aww it cheered me up a bit cuz she put a band-aid on it, dont ask. thanks mars! wat also depresses me about my job is that the hangers turn my hands black and it like doesnt come off and its so annoying. time to go wash my hands again... i really hope nick's sermon is good tomorrow. 
