  I know these weblogs are quite self-indulgent. Many people who have one write very affectedly, knowing that others are reading what they have to say and only wanting to write what others want to read.
I, on the other hand, know that nobody reads this. Well, may be a few people, but that's okay with me. For one, I don't really write in here about what's going on in my life anyway. I write mostly about how I'm feeling at that moment or just blurt out random thoughts that have no meaning or pertinence. I think, mostly, I write in here for me. The days are so blurred that this allows me a somewhat chronological idea of my life.
My new thing is cooking. Man, I'm gonna be such a good cook! Rachael Ray is totally my idol and I'm addicted to the food network. Not cuz I'm hungry but because watching chefs cut, chop, grind, and mix food is so relaxing and meditative. It also awakens my creative side. I watch Rachael Ray make something and think, "Hey, I could do that! But I'd add this-or-that and make X into a side dish instead of a topping..." The two recipes I wanna perfect right now are the taco salad and mussaman curry. Yummy. 
