  awww.. i just had a long ass post.. and that ish dista-ma-peared. hm, k.. i started with.. today i was woken up by the cutest thing!..
someone licking my ears, neck, face and chewing on my hair.. NO! it wasn't jessica! hahaha.. it was stitch! he escaped from confinement by climbing over the fence (again) and sought refuge in my bedroom, more specifically in my bed, cuddled up against me.
i think he got frustrated because he couldn't wake me up, but well, who can?! so he just nuzzled his little head right up against my neck and fell asleep. say it with me: (one, two, three..) "awwwwww... cute!! " yep, he loves me. ::big grin:: yesterday we played trivial pursuit--the pop culture edition. and of course, i lost, but what's new, i always lose in that game. i ate way too much food and passed the funk outs, more than i should have and more than i have in a looooong loooooooong time, nor do i care to eat that much in the near or far future either.
haha.. i was/am traumatized. so mica, i apologize for sleeping for so long while you were here, but hey at least you got to spend some QT with the fam. they miss you, you know. and thanks for staying the night.. against your will. lol. you know it's all love and we just didn't want you to hit those roads under such shitty driving conditions.
anyway, don't be mad! =) i think in my post i also said something about painting being an intimidating class because there are so many people in that class that have been painting for years and have already developed their own style. ..then there's me.
lol.
but i came to the realization that everyone's gotta start somewhere, and i'm just one of those 'late-starters' hey, it works for me.
..baby steps. =P oh and my room is cluttered and it's increasing my level of anxiety.. haha. my art stuffs is everywhere! i need to do something with it.. hmm, what to do, what to do.. moving along.. [warning: for all you haters out there, stop right here. that yucky love stuff is about to be upon you. ] hoody hoo! happy anniversary to me!! i've been lucky enough to find love time and time again through it all (whatever it may be, in this case, an extremely complicated love triangle) but there's just something that distinguishes this one from the rest.
is it because the relationship i came out of lasted so long? is it because we share the same passions? is it because i'm just trippin and it's only been a month, so DUH of course it'd seem different?! is it because she's younger than i'm used to them being? haha, i just thought i'd throw that one in. i don't know. the only thing i'm certain of is the emotional intensity that i feel when i'm around her.
it must be love right? will it fade? who knows.. honestly, i'm not concerned with that right now. i feel like i'm on top of the universe and no one can touch me; she makes me feel this way, and until god herself tells me to wake the fuck up, that's where i'll remain. i feel alive, i feel capable, and i feel loved, what more can i ask for?
it's all an illusion --this place where love has brought me, i know, but then i think... what in life isn't?...................... 
