  The past few days,  my mind has wandered To places that have scared me I don't know why I thought that way I guess I needed a distraction A distraction from the feelings I have Feelings of confusion,  of love lost,  and loneliness Spurred by things I cannot fathom Something inside of me turned that confusion Into distrust,  neglect,  misjudgment My mind has wandered into these things And my heart had to drag it back out Thinking too much,  instead of just being Just being in peace,  in love,  in charge In charge of my feelings,  and where they lead me.  Its funny to think,  that the whole time,  That I felt like things were wrong,
 I stilled lived for you,  I went out I functioned on the basis that I loved you.  So it goes to show me,  my mind wasn't right,  I guess it was bored,  needed something to do Thing upon thing added up in my head And disillusioned I came to a conclusion That wasn't in the right,  wasn't kosher But my heart carried me through the confusion And brought me where I'm supposed to be Right here with you,  where I started Loving you like no other,  loving you And not forgetting that I do.
