  i haven't wanted to make any more entries until i had my own computer but since there is apparently some problem with my credit, according to the folks at Best Buy, i am unable to finance one at this time. bummer. i can't really afford it right now anyway. dissapointing...i really wanted my own computer. oh well. i shall use one of the ones at cory's house for now. i seem to be here all the time anyway.
hmm. otherwise...all is well. i'm pretty content. everything has been soft and cozy lately, warm, fuzzy, unchallenging. i feel sort of spoiled. umm i want to go back to new orleans to see jessi and mardi gras. fluffy piles of purple puffs it is very sunny out today. the light slams down on the leaves outside making them shiny pulling out the green. the weather has a tremendous influence over my state of mind. maybe sunlight stimulates the production of serotonin (sp? ) that thought is sort of creepy. like i am a machine whatever. i'm grateful and i should be more often. but i do want my own laptop (whiny me had to get the last word. ) 
