  well. it is finished. four teeth are gone forever. cory has some terrible pictures of me all doped up and drooling and grinning. great. it wasn't so bad.
when the pain comes i take medicine and then i whine and wimper for a little while till it kicks in and then i smile and stare or fall asleep. i have a pretty high tolerance for pain. cory's family is in town. they are crazy. a fun crazy i guess. but a bit scary.
but i am blissfully unaware. i'm feeling hungry again. a bunny eats corys peppers outside. i hope i am of some use to jill on mothers day. she has a great journal. on sunday i waited on 20 month old quadruplets.
i finished Still Life with Woodpecker and i'm trying to start skinny legs and all but i keep getting sleepy. i think people are discovering how flaky and spacy i am. alas, twas bound to happen. i cannot escape who i am. i wish this did not bother me. anyway time off is good for the soul.
i need to sleep and groan and drool and fuck, um i mean relax. i think my sis needs this sort of thing more than anyone else right now. what else... today i thought about how much i need to be better about staying in touch my friends. i don't even know if jessi made it back to new orleans ok. i'm lucky that meana has kept up an effort to stay in touch cause i'm so bad about it i would have given up on me. i actually called my father. weird.
i tried calling dale at leg resource which was nerve wracking but i was relieved to hear that she's out of town "on vacation" and will be back monday. ha ha i think i'm feeling all loving and nostalgic because of the pain medicine. oh well. the emotions aren't artificial, they just need a little lubricant to actually make me call people and stop me from being such a robot all the time. i think i get afraid of altering my daily routines cause i'm so lazy and forgetful that if i get caught up in long conversations and dredge up old memories and crap i will get distracted and fail to properly function in my current day to day life. god.
i AM a robot. oh well. yummy mangoes today. i hate it when people think i can't eat anything. they should try orange swirl rice dream ice cream. sooo good.
when i eat it while watching south park i know that i am truly at peace and all is right with the world. 
