  . Once again I'm feeling hole. Empty. Useless.  . I wish for this life to just go.
go away vanish.  - I wanna go now. Can you PLEASE show me the way? There's no way out now. Is it?
Damn. Oh well. Now what? I'm bored of living in a world where NO ONE is true. Hypocrisy works! It's a good plan.
When you know how to pull it off right. Acting works. It helps a lot in getting shit. In getting shit into people's minds. To deceive them. As we both once said.
You only see what they want you to see. Never will you know who someone REALLY is. You just see what they want you to see. I guess you've shown enough now. I'm not gonna beg anyone to be my friend. It should be for your own will not mine.
You are someone else. I am still right here. You've changed. I know. I guess you've told me so. Is that all you want?
Oh,  no wonder you're talking to me again. I should've expected for that. For something to go wrong AGAIN. And I actually did. But now.
I'm tired to trying. trying to make things right again. Just trying. I'm fed up with that shit. cuz that's all it is. Shit!
