  i can't wait to get out of this corporate bulls**t. i hate how the corporate world manipulate people just to ensure the business is profitable.
i mean, i understand what it means to have a business. but not to the extend of draining out the life of your employees to their very last spirit, just to make sure you hit your target. it's just wrong. but who am i to judge. i'm just a mere, talented, waiting to wake up the world with my undeniable abilities to change the very essense of how the world works.
well... it might be stretched out just a little, but they have no idea of what i am capable to do and what values i can bring to their lives. they just don't know it yet, but they are about to find out. but first, i'll make sure i get my full salary by the end of the company's financial year. anywho, i had a dialogue with one of the senior management of the company. to be frank, i was quite flattered and honored and i must say, a sense of pride came over me, when of all the talented people in the company, I get to talk to him about the company's new 'incentive' plan.
i had so much questions, and the feedback that i got wasn't what i had expected. although, he made it sound that the company is making a very sound, positive plan, however, the plan is just too hard for me to fit in. let's just say, with the plan that he had for the company, i would not have enough jobs to do, and at the end, i can go ahead and say goodbye to my hard and supposedly-earned salary.
that was yesterday. today, my boss came and talked to me about it. and i tried to be frank for most of the time. he expressed his concerns on his position, to fit with the new company plan. frankly, he said, he feels 'redundant'. i can't blame him. the bottom line of the 'incentive' plan IS to drive out redundancy, and that for most of it, consists of these high, sky-rocketing paid managers who does jack for the company.
and i must say, i was quite glad that the plan is going to be carried out the way it is. AND, he mentioned that he felt guilty that he made me stay, when i had the chance to leave few months ago. he 'sincerely' thought that things would not turn out the way it is now. i wanted to say 'it's your f***ing fault' but i can't. I made the decision to stay, and i'm willing to live with it. 
