  You know what I realized today. I am really sadistic, lol... Showed a friend the scene in Saving Private Ryan on the beach with lots of blowing up and death and stuff.... I laughed...like lots, I thought it was amusing, the people's lives were so fuckign expendable and they were like fuckign rag dolls...just like in Return of the King with the elephant things kicking people around and people flying around and stuff..meh But him, yeah he was just all...I dunno didn't feel great about it..*shrugs* 
