  mmm, I like the word 'sometimes' It's...so indefinite! I love it! And Ash has a song called sometimes too, sooo :P Cigarettes keep you skinny And your mind off your weight Anyways! Yeah 'Sometimes', here are some: Sometimes you hate...because you care too much Sometimes you love...because you can't help it. Sometimes you cast away love...because you know you can't hold on Sometimes you turn a cold shoulder...because you are afraid of what turning a warm smile may do Sometimes you supress your wants...because you know your wants will only cause pain Sometimes you feel helpless...because you are, and you care too much Sometimes you do what you need to...because in the end, you feel great about it (which leads me to wonder what's better? Feel like crap first, then feel good later: or :Feel 'Just like Heaven[The Cure]' then feel like crap? ) Sometimes you let your feelings take over...because we're you're only human Sometimes life gets us down...
BUT the ones who care about us are always there to lift us back up!! :D And that's where your priorities should be, I think, to repay and give all you can to those who have been by your side, fighting off life, picking you up, shutting them up :D :D Things go alright, which is more than good :D haha! P.S. Yeah...those 'sometimes' things I just shot out, most of those you's are more like 'I am' or 'I' But it just sounds too personal and too directly linked to me...if that makes any sense, haha!
:P Ok, well here's a song that's says something that is slowly creeping into MY life...unfortunately, or fortunately? Who knows. Am I ignorant now or before? Who knows. Dashboard Confessional - The Places You have come to Fear the Most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes Perfect posture but you're barely scraping by But you’re barely scraping by This is one time, That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places you have come to fear the most. [That's kinda what's creeping up...*shrugs*] Such a stellar monument to loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes And perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by. But you’re barely scraping by So yeah, basically the chorus is the biggy The place I have built to take me away from where I was, is now a curse.
It's not working out the way I wish it had, maybe this is my lesson? the hard way. Been at two extremes...where is the middle ground? Can I find it? But I'm too afraid to leave this place I have built, I don't know anything else now. What if there is nothing better outside these walls I have built? What if I stumble into another abyss? I'm just too scared, so why bother doing anything? We live, and we die. Simple. We live, we die But I don't understand the reasons we ask "Why? " 
