  I want to read good new! But nothing good is happening! - Something Corporate You want to read some good news? Well here is some!!! I'm semi-happy!!! :P (Semi-charmed Life!!! ) Haha...holding out, and following my advice/theories seems to have worked out this time...which will lead me to continue my life as is!
And what may those theories be? Well let's see, how to put it simlpy... RUN AWAY BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!!! DON'T LET YOUR HEART GUIDE YOU! ANNND!! Keep up that fake smile! Pretend your happy! Then you'll die 'happy'!! :P Or else you'll have to deal with too much crap! Yeah...that's what I do, and that's what has kept me here, alive, and well. Everything just works out nicely..see if I didn't do what I promised myself etc, then things would probably be very different, Thank god that's not true!!
So yeah, now I'm kinda happy because I what I'm doing is right and works out just fine for me! How do I know that it's working out? I'm not crying. WeeeeEEEEeeee!!! ------ Being alone can be sad and lonely sometimes. Sometimes you just wanna...well yeah do things, you just want to feel that 'happiness' again. Then you look at yourself right now, and see, "hey, I guess I'm kinda happy, things are alright!
" So that's always good. But, seriously, what other options do you have? At least being alone does have some very good advantages...such as...it won't break you, you won't have much to care about...hmmm lots more! I was just looking at a post I made...in January or so... The things that hurt you the most Are the things you care about the most How stupid is that? SOLUTION! Don't care much about anything!!! Hahaha...la la la This isn't making sense...but makes sense to me!
yah! That's all that matters :P One day, I'm going to look back at all of these and see how dumb I was, and how many years I have wasted...but better to waste the years, rather than crying your years away! (Pretty slick, eh? :P) --------- I'm just blabbing because...I need somewhere to record my thoughts and yeah not really many people read this, and you think about a lot of stuff when you walk, so yeah! -------- Hey since I'm happy..I won't feel bad to: "CLean" Derrick's MSN list!!! :D Bring it!!! haha! 
