  After reading Giesen's blog tonite, i have realized one thing: I'm letting drama control my life. There are so many things i have been worrying about, thinking about, hell even dreaming about, things that i shouldnt be. So many things have been going on in my life...My dad's cancer, the kyle thing, basketball, things that just happen on a daily basis. Yes, there are some of these things that i should be concerned about, but i need to learn NOT to dwell on them. Some things in life just need to be forgotten, other need more attention payed to them, and some just dont need to occur at all. I want to leave all the drama behind me, with the exception of my dad.
I want to be me, not me with drama takin over my life. This break was the best break i could possibly have. Busy every single day with people. Whether we had anything specific to do or not, we were always together. The TRUE friends that I have. The true friends that i care about.
I have all the friends i need rite there. Yea there's always gonna be the one that i would give the world for but he doesnt give a rats ass back...but thats just something i have to forget about, something i can't dwell on no matter how much it tears me apart. Some people are just downright evil and pathetic and all they want in life is to be popular and better than others. No matter who they have to hurt on their way up. Just remember whoever you step on on the way up, ur gonna meet on ur way back down. Shit happens in life, but no matter how tough the shit, life does go on.
And i have learned that. I'm gonna take what Giesen did for his life, and transform it into something i can use for my life. The teenage years are hard and I for one kno that, but im not gonna let the drama, the obstacles, and the heartbreaks take over my life. I'm gonna let them make me a stronger and better person. And thanx to my true friends and family, that is totally possible. ~If you cannot solve it, it is not a problem - it is reality~ Anonymous ~Life is like Ice Cream, enjoy it before it melts.~ Anonymous ~Everyday is a good day, some are just better than others~Anonymous -:-Worry about your character and not your reputation, because your character is who you are, and your reputation is only what people think about you-:- 
