  woah third blog of the day...im on a roll...well this one is actually just dedicated to amanda oakley...here you go man... listen...no matter what i have gone through...you have always been there...and those months when we stopped talking...they were hell for me and by december...i didnt even know why it ended...back then i was just to blind to see what an amazing person you are...and what a great friend you can be.
your the most important person to me and i care about you more then life itself. to me your not just a friend...your like the air i breathe...and without you i couldnt live. no matter what people say about me your always there 100 percent...and you know ill be there for you aswell. whenever we hang out i seriously laugh so hard...and i cant do that with anyone else. your one of the only people who understands the real me...and knows who i really am. with you...im totally myself...and i can laugh about the gayest things...even if im just laughing at the sound of my laugh...youll be right there laughing aswell. no matter if im in the worst mood or if someone died you could still make me laugh to the point of wetting myself. a friendship cant just be based on laughing...to me a lot is on trust...and i trust you with anything...i can tell you anything and know that it will be kept hidden forever. since grade 7 i have told you anything and everything, and still, no one knows...and that shows me a lot.
amanda you deserve so much more then you have recieved and how people have treated you...but i guess people dont realize what you have till its gone...when ive already lost you...and im not about to do it again. every friendship has their fights...and we already got through ours. and i dont think we need another one...do you?yah...didnt think so lol. listen amanda...no matter what happens and what people throw our way...i will ALWAYS be here for you...and thats no joke...i have never cared about a friendship this much...and losing you just would tear me apart inside. if you ever need someone to talk to...someone to listen...or just someone to make you laugh...im here...and thats the most truthful thing that i have ever said...dont ever forget this amanda...cause it will never change... much love. to my best friend that i have. amanda o. 
