  move in or move on i used this title for my blog because it seemed to have really good meaning for me at the time i started this.
 i was really angry with a lot of people and it helped to get it out even when noone in hell understood what i was talking about.  then i changed my tone.  and i found new guys to hang out with and talk about and eventually like.  but one of them turned out to be the wrong kind of bad.  and to the other one i was a major itch with a bee.
 and im really sorry for that.  but for some reason i believe that that was the only way to get my " unfeelings"  through to that particular person.  and now ive decided that ONCE AGAIN its just about time for me to move on.  i cant wait for things to happen to me forever.  and i wont.  kim i think that you understand what im sayin and for the rest of you its not really important to you beacuse most of you would just be thinking " oh the drama"  and " get a life and just get over it"  so you ppl can just stop reading right now.
 on the other hand it would be beneficial for the other people who kno me well and who are pretty important in my life right now to be listening to this.  kim:  you are so amazing and i love you so much.  you are the most wonderful person in the world and you only deserve to be happy.
 and i kno that you will be it will just take time and you need to kno that and i understand that it really sucks and that you are just going through a hard time but you will love again and trust me you will be loved.  noone ever stopped loving you.  or atleast i never did!  whitney:  you make everything so much better.  you are so great and you are so important to me.  i think that you need to start taking better care of whitney tho and not so much everyother person in the world.
 for once JUST think about you!  please!  andy:  you are so great and im so glad that ive gotten to kno you like i have these past few months.  i really hope that we can get closer because you are awesome!  cayce:  you are one of the most inspiring people that i kno.  you have so much talent and creativity.  you are so great!  and lydia:  i dont kno if you read this but if you do.
 i love you so much and i miss you even more.  i cant wait to see you and ill talk to you soon!  nobody may understand why im doing this and really neither do i,  but i do kno that i love all of you ( even those of you who dont have special little notes)  you are all so important to me and you rock!  lots and lots of love sadda 
