  wow...brad pitt was gorgeous... have i said that he's gorgeous?? sigh..he has got to be the most gorgeous guy on planet earth.
wait..no..in the whole universe! !..=) less than a week before my flight..can't wait.. i think i'm over him..kadang2 tu rasa la sedih but siapa tak kan?? yeah, i'm over him.. but i think i've kinda develop some feelings for a certain someone. i know this is so stupid. i'll just keep it to myself lah. nothing is going to happen, and if this person accidently dapat tau pun, he's not going to want me.
nah..it's impossible. everyone says (just to be nice and polite) oh, you're a nice girl, you're sweet, mesti ada orang nak..but orang yg cakap tu bukannye nak..they're just saying these things to make me feel better. which is nice of them..but honestly??? tak kot.. and i shouldn't think about being in a relationship pun right now..i seriously need some 'me' time.. i need to sit down and think what i really want in my life.
i'm not the kind of person yang nak main2 je. i'm a serious girl. i thought it was goin to work with us, but i guess that's just me thinking naively and rather stupidly. i am getting tired of this kinda thing. people who gets into relationship and think that it's all for fun (which is selfish really coz kalau the other person tu serious about the r'ship then jangan lah nak try2 konon) and kalau tak jadi, say things like oh, i'm sorry, i couldn't help it, i didn't have a choice etc.
i hate orang yg suka main2kan hati orang lain. may they burn in hell. literally. wow, i have got some serious temper. anyway, i need a grown-up really. commitment-philic rather than commitment-phobic. someone who knows what's real and what's not. someone mature. =).. someone right for me. not a kiddo. 
