  Ninie has gone back to Penang this afternoon. And I have about two and a half week before my flight to Heathrow. not that I'm counting. I haven't been updating my blog regularly since the BTN. I guess they have&nbsp;somehow secretly installed a chip in my head to stop me from lazing around, doing nothing and make me do something productive instead. Problem is, I&nbsp;don't think I've done anything productive since..ermm...well...let's not start 'membuka pekung di dada' shall we?
I guess one good thing that has happened while Ninie was here is my expanding networking. haha.. another way of saying that I've been out more than I've been at home. Pandai.. Here's the gross breakdown of what we have been doing for the past week or so: Saturday : Came back from BTN. Knackered. Ninie slept at 7 pm!!
That was how tired we were. I thought we ate A LOT. Meal times masa kat BTN were at 7.30 am, 10.30 am, 1 pm, 4 pm, 6 pm and 11 pm. Came back worried that I've gained weight. Almost everyone was like "what happened to your diet, miss? out the window?".
Sobsob..Turned out I actually lost 2-3 kg that week. Weird. Sunday : Ninie's birthday. Was still tired from BTN. Did not sleep well that night. Had really weird dreams.
Woke up extra early (was hoping for a lie-in) as I had to help my mom shop for pinggan mangkuks. Went to Chow Kit (can't remember the last time I went there), and instead of the promised "sekejap je..", we&nbsp;were there for almost THREE hours. All for the pinggan mangkuks. Aiyoo.. The things I have to learn&nbsp;to be a wife. Ni baru the art of finding good but economical pinggan mangkuks.
Tsk. (NO, not that I want to be one NOW. Oh, you know what I mean...). Had laksa johor at my aunt's place for lunch. Met up with friends for coffee. Dinner with Ninie.
Lepak-ed till midnight. Monday: Went out the whole day. Dinner at Muray's place. Tuesday: Went to Mid-Vally and got a new pair of glasses. I'm in a retro mood. Will post a picture with my new glasses later.
Went out with Ninie, Amir and Amir's friend. Wednesday : Went out and shopped for new clothes. Had dinner at Nine. It was classic, and really nice. Thursday: Met up with Adeeb, a friend we met in BTN. A cool guy, even though a year younger than my brother.
Heh. :P Nah, age means nothing. Doesn't mean you're immature if you're&nbsp;younger right? Later that night, had drinks/dinner with Shahrin and Leo. Great fun. Friday: Ninie and I met Trabye for lunch.
Had low-cal, low-sugar, low-everything gellato. Nice. Last minute appointment with Shahrin and Leo (again..hehe) for dinner. Watched Spidey 2 (again..:P) with Ninie, my cousin and her date later that night. One thing I can say now is that we're a couple of spoiled girls now. Been treated like princesses, with people buying us lunch and dinner and whatever la lagi.
Today, back to reality. Use own money. :P Saturday: Had breakfast at a mamak's with Ninie. After sending her to the KTM station, went out with mom and shopped. It's Mega Sale, and everyone&nbsp;went bonkers. I noticed that bila tak sale, I seem to want everything, but bila dah sale, malas pulak nak mencari.
Too many people, too many stuff to go through, too many&nbsp;too many! Maybe the trick is to&nbsp;go on weekdays? Ntah. Am feeling ill, I think I'm now officially allergic to KLCC. Runny nose, headache, photophobia. Had yet another one of those weird dreams.
I was having some sort of a hypoglycaemic attack while driving and had an accident. Scary. So there you go. To put it simply, I have been meeting people, old and new, and it has been fun. Been meeting Shahrin and Leo quite often now, and I can safely say that I'm probably comfortable talking about stuff with Shahrin (Leo's a bit quiet, but a nice guy nonetheless. I think he's got killer eyes.
Cair..:P No weird feelings though..). He told me things that made me understand what my ex did. And if what he said is true, I hold no grudge against&nbsp;my ex&nbsp;for wanting to get out there and explore the world. Yup, I can understand that, coz that is exactly what I feel now. I'm comfortable where I am now. I'm not saying that I don't want to be with anyone at the moment.
I'm just saying that I'm happy with the way things are. It's probably not a good time for me to be in a serious relationship. I think I need more time. To understand why things happen to some people but not to others, understand why people act the way they do, understand what I want to do with my life. Who I want to be. I don't think I know a lot about relationships, probably a bit more, but I'm still one confused girl when it comes to issues like "does he or does he not like me?
", "what does he mean when he said so and so?".. Yup, same as every other girl. and guy for that matter i guess. Shahrin did ask me if I'm ready to go out dating (no, he was not asking me out. was just asking in general). I guess the answer is yes.
That's how you meet people right? But fact is, all this while, I've only been on 'dates' with people from my circle of friends. Arghh...Right, right. I can hear someone shouting something along the line of "WELL, it's HIGH TIME that you go meet people OUTSIDE your circle of friends! D-UH!". Good point that (sheeshh..I sound like a schizophrenic..).
Another thing to consider is, where and how do I find some decent guys? Tsk. Difficult task. We're back at square one people. My ex is pissed off with me. Why?
I don't know. I should not care about this should I? Whatever la. Talked to my mom, and SHE's pissed off. Enough bullshits already. I don't want to say anything dah.
One thing though: Fuck off. And that's from my mom. Not a very happy ending to this entry. Oh well. Shit happens. For some, it's probably 'wangi-ier'.
For me, it stank, and it's time for me to be able to smell the flowers and shite&nbsp;like that. Give me a break. Please.&nbsp; 
