  Yep, as Joyce Meyer says, "New Level, New Devil! " I'm livin, walkin proof! Remeber how I said that I was being tempted with three different opportunities to settle? Yep, they are still trying to come back!!!! Satan is just not giving up! He knows I was tempted before, but he also saw that I resisted the temptation!!!! Ugh!!! Yes, I can resist this once again. And yes, I will! But, God, he has no right to try to come back in again.
I've told all three of the men that I am just not made for the kind of life they would give me. I'd never be satisfied and would probably make their lives living HELL in the process. That wouldn't be fair to me or them. And yet, they keep on comin! I turned off my cell phone for this reason. (This and the fact that it came with a bill of almost $300 for one month!!!!! ) The voice mail is still working, for some odd reason, so I've checked it to see if some of my girls have called it instead of my home. And guess who has been on there? The three temptations! (This sounds like some kind of 50's rock band groupie story! ) Lord, get rid of them! I don't want anything in my path except what YOU bring to me. Nothing, Lord! I don't need distractions or temptations. I NEED more of Your love and reassurance surrounding me.
Don't get me wrong, folks, I know I screwed up by letting those temptations affect me too much. But... GRR!!! STILL!!! What's the deal? Satan must know that my real hubby is on the way... Ah! That's it! And my hubby is such an awesome man of God that it's got Satan panicking and trying to set up every single pitfall he can! WOOHOO!!! Praise God, then! And Satan can't do anything about it! My man of God apparently is so strong in Him that he's coming quick!
:) I'm in a weird mood, y'all. In case you hadn't guessed already. I've been fighting demons in dreams and in some of the people I've been working with. My methods and train of thought have become a little unorthodox because of the warfare! :) SATAN IS GETTING HIS BUTT KICKED! Praise JESUS!!
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