  yay!! we were outta school all week and it's suppose to snow this sunday nite!! WOOOO WHOOO!! haha ok. Last night john came over to eat dinner with just my mom, yea my mom managed to send my brothers away and i went to his house to babysit while roberta worked. I made $40 in 3 hrs. YAY!! good money there. What i NEED to do is put that whole $40 in the bank, but i hate putting money in the bank. If i would just hand it to my grandfather and tell him bank please it would go to the bank and i wouldnt have to deal with it and wondering what to spend it on and then i'll have $40 when i get money outta the bank. And if i give it to my grandfather he usually doubles the amount and puts it in. So maybe he'll put $80 in there and then i'll have $80 instead of $40 just for putting money in the bank!! yay...but wait...i wanted to go shopping-who doesnt though? I wanted to go buy something. im addictied to just buying "things". My dad is coming to visit in exactly a week and he takes me shopping and get to buy all the clothes i want.
So why should i waste my money on clothes this week?? hmm..i dont know. If i say to my mom "hey im gonna put $20 in the bank, so will u please buy this shirt for me? " i bet she'll buy it or whatever it is, just because im putting money in the bank. Now, the next $20 of that 40 i wanted to go tanning.
I know i know...tanning...maybe a waste to some. But i've always wanted to tan and until recently my mom wouldn't let me. But, i want to tan and it takes $20 for 10 sessions. So, thats like $2 a session which is all good i guess. The first time i prob wont stay in there put 3-5 minutes, so for $2 i guess thats a lil less than an dollar a minute. Then again, i still havnt planned out mine and kaelas girl day. For christmas i was going to take her to get a french manicure (her fave) which is gonna cost me $15 and i was going to just get a regular manicure or my acrilylic nails done again (even though they hurt when u take them off and make ur real nails look and feel like shit, i think they're pretty), so for me im looking at anywhere from $10-30. I was then going to take her to a movie or something, which by the way i had passes for, but i used one of them. So now i'm looking at like $5 (we'd go in the afternoon). I'm sure my mom would supply the difference in all of that with my $40...and since im not babysitting as much these days i don't know when my next $$ will come in..haha sounds like a drug dealer.
Oh well, i know what i'm going to do, take mom to the mall, have her buy me what i was going to buy with my money, put at least $10 in the bank and go tanning...more than likely. YUP. thats what im going to do. Last nite i watched the movie Cabin Fever all by myself starting at about 12am. It's a movie about these teenagers who go up to this cabin after college finals to spend a week.
And well..it's full of bloody nasty ass murders and crazy people. I figured it would be really scary like the man in the woods always jumping out with a knife. Naw, it's scary but not in that sense. You're on your toes about what you're going to see next. It didnt give me nightmares. :D lol BUT while i was watching it i did miss lorne. Here's why- he always like put his arms around me and held me ..and well, i like to be held.
haha i like to cuddle. And in the movie theres always that couple and then another "should be" couple. I saw them and wanted that too. Buy hey, maybe it just wasnt lorne i wanted, maybe it was just a dude. That's prob it. Oh well. Lately jordan has been talking nonstop about this amber chick from central. Shes a freshman and i've seen 2 pics of her and i've supposedly met her because she knows me. This is the 4rd girl he's liked since i've liked him.
And the thing is, all 4 girls have liked him back, but things just didnt work out between them. In the time ive known jordan and even last year when i just knew of him, i've never seen a girl have a crush on him or him have a gf. But there i went, liking him. And as soon as i dont like him all these girls come after him!! haha well GO JORDAN! Naw, i'm happy for him and prob wouldnt date him if given the chance right now, but i miss that feeling. I want to have a crush on someone, i want to feel like jordan made me feel and i want to be all nervous like the first time lorne called me. UGH. lol I dont know what i want. 
