  i cannot WAIT for tyler to get home. i miss him a lot actually. over the past couple of nights i've watched "8 Mile" and "Moulin Rouge", both of which in my humble opinion are excellent movies...very different of course...but excellent. got an email from craig...cool. hey tomorrow's my last day as a bank teller - HOORAY!!! i'm very happy to be moving over to the mortgage side and learning that business and working w/ those people - i'm expecting it to be a challenge that i will thoroughly enjoy. i've been keeping my parents' pets at my apt this week - they're still in galveston. and it was fun and they were cute for about 6 hours.
i love them, but they get on my nerves. a tiny dog and a cat. i'm sick of feeding them and letting the dog out to pee (or whatever). good thing i don't have kids, huh?! my "prom date from '98" called last night - woke me up. he's getting married next weekend and wanted to make sure i would be at the wedding...i will. i can't help but think back to high school when matt was my best friend and i couldn't imagine life beyond my own little world. that was at least 6 years ago. what the hell have i been doing all this time?? anyway, the movie "my best friend's wedding" came out w/ julia roberts. and i was very emotional and dramatic at the time (can you imagine? ) and i remember being horribly upset thinking that movie was a picture of mine and matt's friendship.
and he would find his girl and they would get married and i would be all alone wondering why he chose her in the end. and here we are. he's getting married next weekend. and he's SO excited. and he's so grown up. and the only differences between real life and the movie is that: 1)need i point out the obvious...julia roberts is nowhere to be found in THIS version.
2)i'm not gonna go try to make him fall in love w/ me. because i'm genuinely happy for him. he's done things the right way and i love him as a person and he deserves every good thing that comes his way. so i will be at his wedding (alone, thank you very much) and all will be as it should be. tired...going to bed. 
