  Ok firstly total apologies for the lack of blogginess. I've been kind of busy this week. I pormised myself that even though I'm hardly on&nbsp;the internet&nbsp;now I would keep up to date with my blogs, because it's like my diary to me, so I'll start to make an effort again.
&nbsp; This week has been really busy. My social life is on a total up at the mo so that's good, of course. I went to see Mean Girls at the cinema the other day with a really good friend from work, which is kind of good, actually I can't make my mind up about it, but it wasn't bad and it had a few funny bits in it.
And I had salty popcorn with loads of butter on it...YUM YUM!!!! I ate it so quickly though that I made myself feel sick!!! &nbsp; Also, I went bowling the other night too and one of the games I got 169!!!!! That's like a totally excellent score!!!!!!
So very well done to me! (on the other game I got 60, not so good, but it was because one of the girls there had never been before and she did kind of pooey in the first game, so on the second I thought I'd play down and throw a few gutter balls for her, then she started to do rather well so I thought 'screw that' and tried my hardest and I still did crap!! ) &nbsp; Tomorrow we're going to Alton Towers. Which is going to be great because my sister has got us fast track passes so we don't have to queue for any of the rides.
Afterwards we're going back to her new house for a drink, she's invited some of her girl friends round, so it'll be good to meet them. Also, her boyf will be spending the day with us so that's cool because I haven't met him yet and they're quite serious, he treats her like the princess we all deserve to be, so I am excited about that!
&nbsp; ALSO, I'm now a member of the Sports and Social Club Committee where I work, which is excellent because it's taken really seriously and is a great chance for me to prove my organisational skills, I have my first committee meeting next Friday (though I hope it finishes on time because I am going to the BB eviction next Friday and so need to leave work dead on 4pm) so I need to totally prepare and have lots of great ideas. I'm going to organise an End of Summer 70's night if I can...but obviously I have no idea how it all works yet with finance etc so will have to see.
&nbsp; At the mo I'm organising a section night out for the training units, though not sure when it is going to be yet because people are on holiday. We're going to go bowling then for a meal, so that should be fun and will be a fab chance for us all to get to know eachother a bit better.
&nbsp; We've been on quite a few training courses lately, which is always good because it backs up the stuff we've learnt so far and so I've been learning so much, next week I'm on a couple more, thoguh it does mean that I feel like I'm behind on work...lol...I have&nbsp;a 2 week backlog, most people have months!! This is just the most ideal job ever, I love working where I work and still, sometimes I'll look around and just wonder why they wanted me, and yet more and more I see that I belong there. &nbsp; Past couple of weeks have been so hard for me. I mean in my head things have been a bit of a rollercoaster. But Paul was away Monday and Tuesday night this week (he came on on Wednesday as a surprise because he finished his work early...how lovely is that?
) and I spent the time alone trying to work out what was wrong with me. I finally worked it out, and saw what I've been carrying with me, how I've been reluctant to let some things go that I really needed to let go. &nbsp; It's important to look within you sometimes and see that no matter how wonderful things seem on the outside, we all have these little niggles in our head, even if we don't want those on the outside to see it, and I'm not a fool, I know that nothing's ever actually perfect.
I mean bits of your life can be, but there's always something to work on. But I think facing up to the things you have to work on is such an excellent step in the right direction. &nbsp; Right, I'd better go now, otheriwise I'll have to stay past 4pm tonight!!! And that would never do!!!!
&nbsp; Catch you later ;-) xx 
