  Well I really do hate these things but I'm trying to find some way to make me feel better about my surgery and stuff so I figured I'd give this a try...and if I don't like it then I just won't keep it up!
Just in case you don't know what's going on with me, I have this disease called ulcerative colitis and I've had it since I was in like the 1st grade, I've always known that colon cancer was prolly gonna happen, but I guess I tried to make myself not believe it. I don't have it yet. But my doc said that if they don't remove my colon within a year and a half I WILL without a doubt have it.
It's been really hard on me and especially hard on my parents. But considering I have AWESOME friends like Jessica, Chrissie, Alicia, Monica...and a GREAT b/f...*Tristan* I really think I'll be able to get through this. I'm just glad all that stupid drama has stopped for now, 'cause with everything goin on with me right now I really don't need that crap right now. And if you're reading this...that's why I didn't say anything in YOUR blogs. So for a while can we just ignore eachother like we've been doing?
I don't need anymore stress than I already have. I'd really appreciate it. Anyways I wanna say thanks for bein there to my GREAT friends...and I love all of you. *hugz n kisses Tristan!
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