  i hate when days are just yucky. today started out great and then just went to hell somewhere between waking up early and this afternoon. no clue how or when. i hate when people leave emotional baggage at my place. just when i forget why i spend most my time alone, i am reminded.
i love and crave human interaction, but it always leaves me open to being influenced by another's "mood". i don't need help feeling like hell. i feel it plenty. life has it's way of rocking just enough to make you forget how bad it can suck, but when it gets real good make sure to hold your breath for the fall. right? i am just going to let this wash away and begin my day over as a good day. i can't wait to get outta here for a little while. our trip new mexico is looking sweeter now. 
