  What's tubing? Well I found out today, it was quite fun. Of course, I got somewhat burnt again, but it was worth it, YOU GET TO LAY AROUND AND BE LAZY!!. For 12 bucks (funny how that concept works)... but its ok, there's water... Which I was very disturbed swimming in knowing millions of microscopic organisms live in each drop of water, and that many urinate in it... and seeing people spill beer in it etc. What's in the water? It's lethal, that's the only answer I can find. "Whoa her hair is purple" Stupid people. Well I met Sasha and Dan (two friends of Matt) today in the double date event of tubing, they are very interesting and unique people, and even more unique as an item, but their completely unparalleled personalities mesh in its own strange little way.
I was very comfortable around them and had fun, so that is most definitely a bonus. And as each day passes my feelings just grow stronger for my Matt. Just so happy, I get a superbly perked out feeling just thinking about him, and can't help but miss him all the time and talk to him as much as I humanly can. He came to watch me sing in my church choir today... at 7AM, now no other person on this planet would do that for me(besides my mom and gma who got me into the church choir that they go to mass with), he's not even religious.
I had to stifle my laughing to extremities when he went for communion and all that jazz, and knowing what he would have to say about the sermons etc., just amused. And I had a solo, finally, great timing, did good I suppose. Hell, I'm not even catholic in mind, but I love to sing.
And that is enough for me. I'm at that point where I want to cry because I'm so content and wrapped in the thought of looking into his eyes and knowing exactly what he is thinking. Knowing all the little pigments of olive green and brown and getting lost in the world I find. *Miracle has just occurred* First of all, its been a curse every year for quite sometime to where I get a really bad headache the night before school starts, and can't sleep for the life of me.
Well I had it again, and after writing about all this, it just disappeared. Completely. Wow. I've got a neverending smile on my face, and its been there a lot ever since meeting him. It's a revolving door of fresh air, and I'm just going to sit and enjoy it. I love Jazz music. 
