  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry i am disgusted at the world. I was reading some blogs from people at my friends church (i know its none of my business, but if you don't want me to know dont put it on my effing internet) and the things people say are just insane. i mean guilt trip guilt trip guilt trip. then add in a heap of hate and undeserved loyalty and you have these blogs. i mean first its i hate this church cuz of all the things they did. then its lets be loyal to the church.
then its well i tried a new church but i still want loyalty to my own church. and in the latest one, apparently someone told the the other that they didnt want them at the church and so on a guilt trip thing they decided because of that they are going to stop going to church all together. what is that? i dont know it just seems kinda useless to me. are you going to church for the social scene or to worship God?
I'm sorry if this offends anyone. thats not the goal. i have too much spare time on my hands and i'm trying to keep my mind off of my own pathetic life. so if you want to hate me forever for this then tell me and i will retract my thoughts forever. whatever anyway, monday night. schools easy (see look thats more positive then school blows). its great though my math class is still teaching for the first time the stuff that mr. parker taught us way back in 8th grade. and yet i still only got a 97 on the math test. oh well. anyway as my new found positivity ends here i think i will go. I miss you i love you thats all except WRITE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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