  last night i had a horrible headache. i lay in bed at 2: 30 am staring out the window. knowing that it would not be a good morning. after a little help from excederin pm i finally drifted off into a sound slumber. until i heard something.
at first i thought it was cicada that got in the house ( strange though b/ c we don't have cicada's around here right now)  so i jump out of bed ready to kill what ever it is. i turn the light on. only the light doesn't come on.
strange though b/ c i see the time on the clock and if thats working the light should be also. i run to the hallway,  flip the switch. it also won't turn on. now i'm freaked out.
i finally figure out that i'm only dreaming of waking up. so i wake myself up. only to be a little freaked out about the lights not working. so i get up. decide i'll flip the switch just to reassure myself that everything is fine. there are no bugs.
the lights will work and i can go back to sleep. only when i hit the switch the light really doesn't come on. so i'm freaked. i head down the hall. and a man grabs me and throws me to the floor. as i lay there the only thing i can think is that i'm awake.
and i know this isn't a dream b/ c i just woke up from a dream. and i could feel the carpet on my face and i rubbed it with my hand. if i was asleep i know i couldn't feel the carpet. the man is gone so i get up. i try to hit the light switch but of course it doesn't work.
what am i going to do now. i run furiously around the house. surely one of these lights have to work. what has happened. and then i wake up. i am again back in my bed.
i wasn't awake. i was dreaming. but am i dreaming now or not?  i have already faked myself out twice. as i lay there,  heart racing,
 shaking. i turn over and look at the clock. it's on. but one thing for sure. i can't bring myself to turn the light on.
