  I can't get my nerve up to call Ryan. It's been so long now... I'm going shopping for Kat's birthday present tomorrow. Marcus is going with Cassiope and I. Peng-Peng insists that Marcus is much better than Evan, but I don't feel that way about him. I still haven't talked to Evan. I think I'm going through withdrawl. Ack. I don't know what else to write about... 
