  Motivation This is me talking to myself - Not particularly for public consumption - but it may be entertaining to those outside of my head - have no idea really. Sometimes when I push my own mental audience to the brink some of my other personalities step in to take control. In this case - A Bull Dyke has stepped in to smack around the effeminate prissy boy that's been bellyaching for the last couple weeks about not getting work done. Hey - we've all got them in our heads somewhere - I'm not the only one - really - no, seriously. Will! I'm sick of listening to you whine.
How much do you really want this? How much do you REALLY want to be successful? Because right now it looks like you don't want success at all. It looks like you want to lay on your ass all day and night all pouty faced complaining that you don't know how to get motivated. Wah! Wah!
Wah! Do you want to be one of those guys - that just sits around with his friends like a sycophant - giving each other verbal handjobs about your non-existant body of work - hypothesizing about how successful you'll be someday and babbeling inanely about all the famous people you've met and you're going to meet and remissing how wonderful things will be when success just magically flies out of your ass . Or do you want to be like Alex Ross or David Mack? Pumping out real work. Every day. Excuse free, effortlessly, professionally.
And developing a reputation as an artist that's more professional than anyone you work with. If so - you need to get rid of the fucking distractions. Stop accepting your OWN lame -ass excuses, and take control of your time. Do something! Make a real schedule and stick to it. Put the computer in another room - away from your drawing desk.
And either get rid of the TV completely or find another arrangement. And for GOD's Sake!! --Shut the Fuck up and get back to work!!!! It comes down to this, Will - You want to be the best - it doesn't happen while watching TV or playing video games or putzing around on the computer. That's when the people that are really working pass you by. It takes Sacrifice.
It takes REAL dedication! Not verbal dedication, not mental dedication... it takes ACTION! "Loyalty is defined by actions - NOT words. " --Will 
