  I wrote the last 3 posts with growing humiliation and anger. I'm still unsure about them. I chose to write them, to post them, because they represent a very real struggle. Yesterday was the first day within a very important time frame that I hit an obstacle in the road. I am grateful that I've been given this opportunity to grow. I acknowledge myself for not abandoning myself (no self-harm was done). Please know that the 'people' I referred to in those posts are just aspects of myself emerging. They are the passengers on my bus. There are more that you haven't met yet, that I have never formally met. They will introduce themselves tho--of that, I am sure. 
