  Today I underwent a two hour therapy session with my counselor. It went well, I think. Although, My counselor was a bit off put by me. She did warm up though when she realized I wasn't going to foam at the mouth and leap across the desk to throttle her. I meet with her again next week. I had a conversation with Shawn, my boyfriend, and I guess I laid down an ultimatum to fix the problems with our lives or I am gone. I didn't mean for it to come across that way, but it did. I would never want to leave him, but I have to many physical and mental problems to cope with anymore.
I am sure that his family heard and I am expecting to have even more problems than what I have now. I am sorry my dear reader if for the past days I have left you feeling neglected. This is my first Blog so it is difficult to get into the flow of writing, but I am getting better. I find it so eerie that we can counsel others, but not ourselves... Looking forward to brighter days... 
