  well, it's 3 am, i'm sitting here listening to dashboard confessionals and john mayer...and i realize that i miss having someone to curl up with.
that's all i really need, i just want a friend that i can call up and just be with for a little while. i have one...but she's not in town for the summer, which bites. i also realized that all the girls i ever find, can never be just a smidgen closer than friends, like just curling up and laying together during a movie or w/e.
everyone has to be all close and personal, everything just gets blown up out of wack. sometimes i really wanna call up libby, but i never know what might happen, and i don't wanna do anything and get stuck in something i don't want to be in. why do girls hafta be so damn frusterating?! just learn to chill out and live in the moment... 
