  Ok, so I don't care if who this is about is reading this. Not so much really. But I'm getting frusterated b/c I just am. Probably because this person's attention isn't always directed towards me, but also at other girls. *Me shaking my fist at other girls* Megan says I've got it bad. But I'm really hoping this isn't true, b/c it will make it so much harder to get over him when nothing happens....or something happens and I muck it up like usual or something goes wrong. (I'm hoping for the something happens that is good) I'm still frusterated though. I have to give kudos to ice cream. Gotta love ice cream. Not to make u feel bad or anything, but I just needed to vent a bit to someone who isn't Megan b/c i think she is getting sick of hearing my crapola. Fiel! Me 
