  Cookin' and cleanin' I'm exhausted. I don't work outside of the home but I'm wiped out. Started laundry today at 7am!!! I'm still doing it and it's 9:30pm!!! I have about 3 loads left and of course we all know that once the weekend gets here, I will have more. I did get a lot done today...maybe it's because I'm trying to not think about where my life is right now.
Actually, I really don't know where my life is right now. Utter confusion reigns supreme at this point. I hate that feeling. I hate making life altering decisions also. I did make some decisions today though...I cooked ribs, mashed taters, corn and rolls. Was a pretty darned good decision I do believe.
Tomorrow will be sweet and sour meatballs, rice and salad. I'm drowning my worries in my cooking. I guess that is a good thing. The kids love it. I did finish painting the bathroom today. I started the blasted thing the beginning of February.
Had one little part to finish but never did it. Well...ta da...I did it today. Put an ivy border up in the bathroom too. Guess all of this turmoil has caused some good things to happen. I'm getting a lot of stuff done around the house. ;) Anyway...I'm coping pretty well considering.
I have my moments of utterly breaking down in tears but for the most part I'm just in a fog and going through the motions. I know that is not a good thing but it's the best I can do for now. 
