  i thot today was ok. but i dread the chem test tomorrow. now i got the feeling that jiamin is trying to like win me or compete with me. you know i will guard against her and think she also does that towards me. it's like when we talk we do not tok like friends or old buddies like that but with a distance. she looks at me in this really funny manner which i really dislike.  i realise that i can actually tok to chengxuan he is juz rite for me to tok to.
not too childish but mature even. i was actually thinking if i should tell tien the existence of this webby but i am kind of afraid to tell her becos i might not write anymore things like this anymore ya know.  we had this writing today and i thot that my story plot was really good. thru my piece of writing you could also tell that i love singing everything is singing associated in my life. i always write singing as sining. arh. this is horrendous. i also added the lyriscs of when you say you love me inside.
it's nice.  i was trying to sing when you say you love me juz a moment ago and my voice was ok but the feel wasn't there. suckss. oh man. i think i will feel sad again when i go choir cos my confidence will drop to it's next lowest again.  i need sumone to tok to. help!
