  Oui, it's been sometime. . . But ah k, maybe because I've been quite apathetic to certain things , that it would reason why it's taken me so long to realise this . . .
But yes, Erich I do miss you, so much. . . It's the little things that make me miss you so. But mmm, I guess maybe it's because I didn't wish to be like that whole "OMG, I'm going to die without being with you for so long. .
. " and such that I couldn't get myself try to say or so. But really, in a way I believe we all know that's unlike me to act as such. I'm just apprehensive. . . 
