  I did updated this blog last week but somehow it didn't get upload. It was a long post too!!! I'll try to shorten it here... The movie urlLink Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind let me and pat talked about how people want to get their memories to be erased. I would pay anything to erase mine for sure.then he gone on about I should get myself together and move on.....
He know I was depressed for long time, but I have never discuss it with him. I told him that I only want to find a solution to the problem that's all, and he said that there's no such thing as 'solution' in this world, all I can do is walk away from the problem. perhaps walk away from it is the only thing I can do. 
