  Void i felt super sad this morning.  two of my friends left for Manila.  :  Kristine and Marvin.  maybe i'll see them soon after 6 months.  maybe i won't.
 sigh.  just so you will know,  they are one of the most wonderful people i know.  and i'm super happy to have met them.  i just felt a feeling of emptiness without them.  i know we don't see each other that much (
in Marvin's case)  but,  it's a lot different when you know they're just 'there' even if you don't see them as much,  compared to knowing that they're 'there',  but they're just too far away ( in distance)
 know what i'm sayin'?  and the only explanation i can think of is.  because when they're 'there' and they're near.  you usually take that forgranted because you know you can just call them anytime,  ask them out anytime,  see them anytime,
 give them a pat anytime,  or hug them anytime.  now that they're still 'there' but physically far away.  that's the only time you'll realize that you missed those moments when you should have called them and asked them out for a drink,  have seen them or have given them pats or hugs.  or played billiards with them (
yes Marvs,  we should have played billiards some time katong naa pa ka dre.  or i should have tried to load P30 so i could text back to Kristine when she texted me.  sigh.  i should have.  anyway,
 what's done is done.  all i can say is.  i will always pray for their happiness,  contentment,  health and safety.  for the rest of their lives.
 MUCH LOVE TO YOU MY FRIENDS!  You'll always have a special place in my heart.  i swear!  hope they're reading this.
