  i'm no longer afraid of cockroaches yes. those tiny crawling dungy creatures won't scare me anymore. as long as it's not within 0.5 meter radial distance. that's the considerable, as well as the safest degree or amount of separation between two points, point a (where i am at) and point b (where it is at).
so this morning, i did my laundry. time just passed me by, as if doing the laundry was no longer a burden, because my boardmate mike, was there, chatting with me. i think he's a good person. i can sense it on the way he talks. he's happy. he's peaceful. he likes living. he likes waking up each morning and knowing that he can learn a lot of things each day.
he's at peace in Christ. and i envy him. :( michael is a baptist. richie and michael have been inviting me to go with them this sunday and observe their services. i wish i could but i decided not to. maybe because of the fact that i'm a catholic. and i'm happy to be one. though i'm not really religious, but i embrace my religion. and i'm embracing it real tight.Ü The gospel today: As the Father loves me, so I also love you. Remain in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love , just as I have kept my Father's commandments and remain in his love.
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete . 
