  i will be going home in cagayan this weekend... yesss! i've been praying for this! i thought i won't be able to go home for a very very long time! (i even thought it would be Christmas long...) and i keep telling myself... i really miss my family but let me leave it to Him, it's His will when He wants me home... and so... He gave me THIS chance, THIS CHANCE because i just got a 4 days off, 4 DAYS... i'll be forever greatful for this! yipeee!
so... that would mean i have to leave my goody goody book this weekend and i have to cancel my date with sashi in ayala... and that's it! i'll be off this weekend!Ü excitement aside, chika chika lang ko gamay... we have a new boarder, he's kinda okay (that would mean cute)... younger than me, wala lang... FYI lang...Ü teehee!Ü mau ra na sha. and about kato kato kato bitawng officemate nako? it's his birthday tomorrow... wala lang... FYI lang japon...Ü teehee!Ü mau ra pud na sha. so i was thinking of my itinerary: saturday: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;probably grocery time wit my mom. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;nyt out.
nyt cafe? sunday: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;family day. monday: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;visit my cousin's house. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;see some of my friends. tuesday: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;visit my ex-officemates. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;date wit joey.
an email from joey: "sash, hi! i know ur very bc its ok i understand anyway...hey u know wat? PPA called me and tomorrow am gona take an exam..perhaps they called you too but imagine how may times you changed your # guess they werent able to reach u and ur fone at home, guess u werent around wen they called... but lets get to joel...hey, you promise yourself youre going back to him when he finishes his studies?! c'mon...bet u'l end up crying again...look! i know u love the guy but hey u come a long way now without him...and here you go again...going back to him? i mean u survive this long time without the guy with you?
and not being disturbed with your life right now...though memories keep on bugging you but hey, does it disturbed him too? they are memories that you can always come back and experience them again....but wat i think is , not now...its not yet time to go back to that...ur half way healed and there you want go back to the beginning? haaayy i dont even know wat im talkin about...anyways, im only until here....email u again soon...just think about ur decision..im not stopping you im here to help you realize things....take care joey" *sigh* i guess she's right... that's all for now. cge vye! 
