  guys elude me. of course it would help to know what i want from a guy in the first place. but the flirty interaction/friends line is so easily crossed with guys that i'm not sure if i'm just giggling with a friend or i'm picking up on a hint. and then there's the fact that i flip-flop daily on whether i want to do something as simple as go on a date.
not that i've been asked, but you know the game you play in your head where you pretend someone has asked you? then you figure out your response. but i change my response each time, with the same people. well, according to my astrology chart someone read for me i'm not getting married till i turn forty! so i guess i have a ton of time to figure this out. not that i really believe in astrology. 
